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Chapter 8
Yui’s diary, before the rumours:
HOW COULD SHE? Kumi knows I like him…I’ve been with him ever since elementary school! I told her before…we were at the festival in summer. We were buying matching straps with each other…I told her while she was choosing hers, but her reaction wasn’t that big either. She just picked her strap, smiled and said “Let’s pick these!” I don’t know if she heard or anything but to ignore me like that is just unforgivable! She’s my friend…or so I thought. I’m gonna get back at her…through the NET!
Yui
Yui’s diary, the day after rumours started:
It worked! Now everybody is going after Kumi…revenge is definitely sweet! I told everyone that she seduced Rei, and forced a kiss upon him! HAHA! Who asked her to ignore me in the first place! Rei’s admirers are so many that I can hardly count them…they might be my enemies, but now they are of much help to me! Serves Kumiko right, who asked her not to listen to me during the festival?! …but somehow…there’s a really tight feeling in my chest…I can’t seem to look at Kumi straight in the eye…what’s going on?
Yui
Yui’s diary, moments before her suicide:
I can’t take this any longer…the pain in my chest…it has been building ever since I spread those awful rumours about Kumi. What is this feeling? I don’t get it. It hurts whenever I look at the class…but it hurts even more when I look at Kumi, as if a stake is thrust through my heart. It’s so bad I can’t even eat lunch in the cafeteria…there’s too many people there…the moment I look at them…I lose my appetite and I can’t smile. What is it?...is it guilt? But why should I be guilty? Kumi is the one at fault here…yes…it’s all her fault! She was the one who didn’t want to listen to me at the time I told her….IT’S ALL HER FAULT! SHE DIDN’T LISTEN TO ME…but why is the pain in my chest so hard to endure…I want to cry…I want to die…it hurts too much……what should I do?
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